I don't know about you guys, but I love, love, love Nicole Kidman. It was only after her and Tom Cruise divorced that she came out of her shell and we got to see what a funny, sweet, personality she has (not to mention, some pretty good acting chops). She has been extremely quiet about her ex's faster than light romance with Katie Holmes (damn, I wish she would talk!) but MSNBC's The Scoop is reporting that Nicole is devestated about the news of Tom becoming a daddy to his first biological child. Sources are even are saying that Tom didn't even call "Nic" to tell her about the news, she learned about it on television. “Nic learned about Tom and Katie’s baby the same way as everyone else — from the TV,” a friend of Kidman’s told Britain’s Grazia magazine. “She went shopping immediately after hearing the news to try and take her mind off it, but that just made things worse. She says people pointed at her, and everyone was whispering as soon as she turned her back. She’s taking it very hard.” THE SCOOP.